The Next Chapter

Well hello again, it has been over a year since i last wrote in this :-S, but i guess i have alwyas been rubbish at keeping diarys! this time i am going to try harder as i am ALLWAYS on the computer. This is becuase i have just quit college and have yet to find a job which will give me a full time placement! at least i still have my job at Tommy Hilfiger which i guess will do for now :). Have had a Rubbish year but a year which was full of firsts:

1: first counseling session
2. first and second operation
3: first over night stay in hospital (which lasted for a week)
4: first time i have basically been an only child (as my sister basically lives with her friend James)
5: first time my dad has spent time in the ITU and was in hospital for 6 weeks
6: first time i went into London on my own
7: first driving lesson ( i now have my test next week!)
8: first time i went to college
9: first time i quit college
10: first time i have stopped to think about where my life is taking me.

However, even through 2009 has started off really rubbish, i am sure that it will get better :) i am solemnly swearing to myself that i won't let it get any worse. The way i see it is that the only way is up. That is the way i plan to go!

so here's to another New start. Hopefully this one will work out better than the last one :)

xxx