god has been exactly a week since i last wrote in this! i'm sure last time it was all drama drama drama! nothing much has gone on, at all this week. Have just been going to work, then coming home and sleeping cuase i am exhausted! lame times! am trying to write a covering letter atm for a new job ( either a sales assistant position or visual merchandisiong) that i am applying for which would be fab! alot more money that i'm getting atm and would be amazing experience!
the sea saw of college or working then becoming a water sports instructor is still continuing, its balanced atm as i am not sure which route to take as both can lead to exciting new lives. However atm i really dont want to live at home for another 2 years which i would have to do for college but then again anything can happen i just need to try and decide before september. i get this flitting from one idea to another from my dad, who does it all the time, i just cant seem to stick to one thing and my decision making is so poor! i dont have a clue how i make any choises, but i guess its becuase i just dont want to screw up then be sat months from now woundering why i made the decision and if it was the correct one to make!
i guess thats the game of life through and i just need to learn how to play. really there arnt really any wrong decision becuause you shouldn't have any regrets and they each lead to more decision and the journey of life begins. atm it just feels like its either or, and i really don't want to make the wrong decision.
ohhh i am a adult (18) in 1 week and 5 days!!! EEEEEEE am sooo excited! i bet even then i wont beable to make a decision for my self! lol good times!
xxx
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