Men on the mind

sorry its been a couple of days again. i think i have now gotten into a routine of write every like 4-5 days :P this week hasnt been to interesting. went out on saturday for Stevens 18th birthday which was lush, bumped into nick who was inthe same resturant celebrating which was surprising lol bit of drama with his gf but hey ho its been over fb so i dont mind she didnt mention anything when i saw her on saturday. i guess its my fault but i think its more her insecurities.

sent off my application for the visual merchindising job 2day so hopefully someone will get back to me on that which would be fab!

Mr T is back on the scene don't quite know how to play it, but atm i'm just having some fun, he wants to see me on saturday as he has a free house. god knows what will happen things like this have been said before and then never happened so i wouln't put any money on it. god knows what my mum would say as i'm 18, well in a week and he is 23 :P lol i love older men.

am meeting up with Mr S after he has been to the gym, we are going for noodles so that should be good. god knows what is going on there either, i really really like him but he is one of my best friends and i am not firned with any of my ex boy friends and i dont know if i would risk the relationship. i wish i was a couple of years older so i was a bit wiser and knew more about what to do in these situations lol

will talk to you soon

xxx