the weekend has finally arrived, yet all i do is work both of the days. i'm bored of not going anywhere is the evenings! i hate living in a family where atm both parents are in and my sister is never home. i hate having friends who never want to go out because they have too much cw to do and i hate still living at home.
atm it feels like my life is slowly coming to a stale mate, where as it should be just begining!
i really want to become a water sports instructor and i hate the fact that it cost soo much money, which at the moment in time i don't have. the course i want to do costs £1200 inc flights and that is only the beginners.
i hate the fact that i am going to start college again in september and that then i will have another 2 years stuck here, when all i want to do is just start living my life.
i hate the way people put me down and tell me that i'm not good enough and dont think i will ever be. So a big Fuk you to them! i don't care what you think because i can prove you wrong. Just becuase YOU don't think i can, doesn't mean i'm gunna just stop. I'm gunna fight and prove to you that i am worthy becuase i know i am.
i hate the way i can't find any decent guys, and when i do i ALLWAYS muck it up!
i hate the fact i failed my driving test and now have to wait untill the end of april to do it again.
hopefully this will all start to change. i am ready for my life to start, i don't know where it will take me and i am really looking forward to traveling and meeting loads of people who will make a positive impact on my life.
heres to summer :) and summer love <3 the sun always makes things better, it my Fav time of year.
xxx
p.s i didnt end up going out last night with nick, but we were txting all evening so who knows where its going to go. i won't mind if we just stay friends, more would be nice but i think he is a cool, honest, funny, caring, great guy with a bit of a shady past. Who is just missunderstood by alot of people.
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